Starrysky (starrysky4408) wrote in tohellwithit,

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using or clean which is better

i guess that you would have to know me well to know why i hate being me i am a stupid junkie who got clean and has stayed clean but thats the funny thing when i was in treatment people always told me that life would be so much better when i got clean but it still sucks and i wish that people would have not lied i think that i would be using if they had but hey what the hell its going to suck ether way i really want to use and that kinda sucks right now since no one would really stop me oh well i will stay clean its the only thing i have going for me right now i know that i will never be happy i think thats my punishment for ever using in the first place
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